Do what you have to do. Leave behind those who are so off-centre they will never get it, can't do the basics and will never treat you properly. Tackle the big stuff. Give no more chances. Be courageous and strike off who and what can't stay on the list. Receive that inner support directly via your own source connection for the anger, fear and relief of doing without key people long term, who you should be able to rely on to do the right thing.